1.) List 10ish things you want to say to people, but never will.
2.) Don't say who they are.
3.) Never discuss it again.

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Here it goes...

1. The entire time I wished it was me, I wanted it to be me. I thought about you, blogged about you, and even wrote in my journal about you. Sometimes wishes come true, but sometimes I'm afraid we're wrong because it isn't the right time, but I know it will be. And sometimes I'm afraid you wont like me anymore and it makes me scared to say things. I feel wrong asking for a say in your life, i don't want to be the girl that runs your life or takes you away from your own life. I'm very background, but I'd like to be someone in your life that you spend time with, real time with. Quality time is my love language and I miss you desperately.

2. Sometimes you make me laugh, sometimes I can't decide if I like you or not... mostly you make me laugh, mostly because if I don't like you, I should laugh it off. You're enjoyable to say the least and I do have fun talking to you, except I'm not sure if we'd get along. I'd like to be friends Relationally, you're interesting. I'm intrigued by you and I truly don't get you - but I'd like to. You're fun to talk to

3. I have fun talking to you in the CTF chat and telling secrets that people do read, even if you tell them not to!! GOSH! You're really fun to be around

4. You're so cute, sometimes I wish I were as cute as you AND FUNNY! oh goodness, I love you!!

5. I called it.

6. Double time.

7. I'm sorry for being a jerk to you, I didn't know how to handle it and I'm sorry.

8. AHHHHHHH!!!!! I Miss talking to you! you're so much fun! you're my internet best friend

9. I wish you didn't choose homosexuality. You're an example.

10. Why? Jesus loves you. Realize it.

11. I'm so glad we're friends, thanks for liking me even though I'm on staff. Your voice. haha

12. You remind me of someone scary. an internet stalker. *fear*


so guess who you are - every single one of you are CTF people lol. Then do it yourself


Staff Note:

As of the 4th of June 2009, only positive confessions are to be allowed here. This is due to certain members using this thread to flame each other.

See:



Thanks!

This post has been edited by Yoda: Jun 4 2009, 07:03 AM

...On A Dance Floor.

Haha, sorry.

Oh gosh, I will do this. But not yet. I shall think and return. Someone remind me please!



Eeeeeeeeeee! I get it! Haha!

Okay the first Fve are about people on here
1) I miss talking to you and wish you lived closer but God may have put us at a distance on purpose but I do hope that we are able to keep a friendship over the internet that never goes away.
2) I wish that I never told you all those things I have been through because now I think you judged me a bit and that is way we don't talk hardly at all now.
3) I like you but I don't know what else to say.
4) I love helping everyone and sometimes though when you message me things I don't feel like replying because I feel that you are not telling me everything so I can never be sure if things are okay with you or not.
5) Okay I wonder just why I can't just tell you how I feel with no holding back. Even if its good or bad.
The last things are about people here where I live.
6) I love you both but I never understand why you keep hurting me so much especially when you see and know how it effects me.
7) I love you too but why do you have to keep doing that.
8) I like doing this but I just wat to quit because I feel like I am doing way too much and I am getting stressed out.
9) I hate how things are right now and really wish you would accept me as I am.
10) To all former friends and present friends do you really accept me or do you keep me around to use me when its convenient or do you genuinely mane everything if so please show me it's real.

Most of the things I would have to say are just my bluntness showing :

On CTF:

1. Stop being so silly.
2. Are you just saying that to be nice?
3. You act weird sometimes.
4. I don't believe you.
5. Why'd you trick me like that?

Elsewhere:

6. Grow some maturity.
7. Stop whining so much.
8. You're a clown.
9. Get over it.
10. You're acting stupid again.

This post has been edited by HlMelody: Aug 16 2008, 03:53 PM

Are these all supposed to be CTF people?

1. *Sigh.* Where to start? It's been a crazy time. You've annoyed me to no end, you loved me when I was unlovable, and you always made time for me. I've left because of you, and I came back because of you. Looking back, I appreciate all the times you called me out, and I miss our old conversations. I love you and your sister so much. Someday we'll have tea together in your living room, and discuss matters of eternity. I look forward to it.

2. I heart you. x23409284. You're my porcupine. Someday I'm going to mail you a package. Or something. And you don't need a long "confession" cause you've heard it all before. I've enjoyed our adventures, if ya know what I mean.

3. You're ridiculous. I don't know where you'd be if you didn't know me. Our MSN conversations make me laugh so hard. Especially the ones that start out with "You know what I put up with because of you?!" and I honestly don't know. Oh, and if you still don't know who you are...you own a pink sticky note that says "greetings from Washington!" on it.

4. You sir, are a nutter. Enough said? ...like a minx...

5. I love you! We're so alike! Someday me and you will visit number two. Oh what a day it'll be. Hope your puppy is well.

6. Princessthings. Understand?

7. I've always wanted to sing the Harry Potter song with you. Just saying.

8. I miss you. I still leave you notes. You'll never read them, nor this, but you know.

9. You once tried to sell me for less than a buck, and yet I still love ya.

10. And you, ma'am, are a bit of a sassy pants. I enjoy talking to you in Bored.

pretty sure that's me.

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This post has been edited by Brekat: Sep 15 2009, 10:31 PM

youre wrong Chad lol.

<3 Steph.

The first 5 are people on CTF. The last 5 are people off of CTF.

1. You're very strange, and I think you've rubbed off on me. You're a great person, and an epically amazing friend.

2. You helped me through a very hard time. You prayed for me in PM, and I'm thankful for that. I wish we still talked.

3. We used to have fun together. If only you could mail yourself here...Like the person above, I wish we still talked.

4. If you cut off your finger in the big silver slicer at work, I'd be devastated.

5. Wacky judges at horse competitions are amazing.

6. We get into fights, but you're still an amazing friend. I just wish you wouldn't freak out when somebody says 'calm down'

7. You act like you're so much better than everyone else. If you didn't, I bet you'd have such better friends.

8. You moved so far away, I wish you were still here.

9. Why do you have to be that way? I wish you could just let go of all the false pretences and just be yourself.

10. You don't have to change for other people. Why do you do it?

Ooh, I like this. I don't have all ten at the top of my head so I'll post more later

Note*: These are both to people from CTF and elsewhere. I could also be referring to the same person/people twice.

1. I can't believe how lucky I am to know you. I pray for you, I talk about you. You put a smile on my face and I wish so desperately for you always. I truly think you are a really special person, and I want it to be you. I wish I could be with you but I don't know God's plans for us at all. You are on my mind always and I hope God has plans for our futures together.

2. You are a great role model and person in my life! I only wish you will receive Christ into your life.

3. I admire you and hope that one day I can be as Christ-like and full of love like you.

4. We've been through so much, but now it's like we're drifting apart. I want us to become close friends again, but it's hard. I don't know what to do now, but I'm trusting God to make us both friends again.

5. Buddy!

1. your boring me now. i dont know how you can think your so wonderful.

2. i wish you understood i have a life.

3. i need some guidence. help.

4. your the coolest woman i know,

5. i feel sorry for you please find something else to love because its like idolship.

6.please accept teenagers into the church.

7. i want a fisshhh. please ?

8. beileve in me pleas?

9. im so sorry, YIMP.

10. find god. he loves you, and i think it would really help you YIMP.

Sigh....I followed a trend.


1. In all honesty, I'm glad you don't come on here anymore. I'd say that to your face but I blocked you from every messenger/social networking device cause you just ticked me off so much. I hope you read this one day and realize what you could have had, but never will have.

2. You talk a lot, quote Batman way too much, yet still remind me a lot of myself. I'm glad we're friends again, and if you have a feeling that you think you know who I'm talking about, you're probably right.

3. I think you might need to take a small step into the real world and come to the realization that not everyone will worship you.

4. Yes, I did get jealous.

5. I really don't know what to think of you.

6. I dunno whats wrong with you. Do you?

7. I really don't like you at all, but you already know that. I just wanted to remind you.

8. You're such a strong person, I admire you more than you know. You have my merher forever.

9. Go clean your temple.

10. Thank you for listening to me whine that night, I appreciate you so much.

11. I wish you would have faith in yourself that you can overcome whatever you're going through, because I have faith in you. This might not matter much to you, but if I could use that plane ticket on anyone, I'm pretty sure it would be you. Our friendship (if I may) means the world to me and I'll never let it die. I hope you feel the same.

Oh noes, I don't like guessing these things. I am too scared that I'll get it wrong.

I going to say something about Jeb, but uh, I have nothing to say that I wouldn't say to her directly. You're amazing and you know it! Some of these people are from CTF, but I won't tell you which numbers, you've got to guess. Or, you know, not.

1. So, mate, I'm sorry I'm such a complete jerk to you sometimes, but if you want the truth it's because in a way you're too much like me, and I'm not someone to be like in that area. I also can't forget the heartache you caused a person dear to me, even if was a long time ago. Every time I see your face I see her expression, and that's why some days I can't look at you and tell you to go away, even when I really wish you wouldn't.

2. The way you act is disgusting. Some days, I couldn't come to church because I knew you'd be there. Sucking up, lying, flirting, pushing too hard, not respecting privacy, the drama, the whining . . . At times, I want so badly to slap some sense into you. Every time I say something honest about the situation and you pretend not to have heard, it only makes it worse.

3. You taught me a lot by example, like how NOT to be an equestrian. Thanks a lot.

4. I never know whether I should take you seriously or not. I can't figure out if you're actually two people, or one person whose maturity level and personality fluctuates a lot. You're not that bad, but you do give me a weird vibe. As in, a not-good type of weird. In fact, I could say the same for YOU too. I'm sorry kids, but straighten out, and then we'll talk.

5. I'm sorry if I offended you, or sounded like a know-it-all.

6. I was wrong and you were right, but I can never admit it to your face, and we'll have to go our separate ways.

7. Hi, I sort of think you're a condescending jerk. But that's okay, because I know what you think I am.

8. And this one applies to so many people: I admire you SO MUCH. You're pretty much amazing in my eyes. But I'm too shy to tell you that, to embarrassed, or I think I understand what you think of me, so you'll never know how much I think of you, how much I follow your example, how much I dwell on your every word. And you made it onto the only positive thing on my list, THAT'S how amazingly special you are.

edit whoa, who sounds like the condescending jerk now? meeee!

This post has been edited by thesilent: Aug 16 2008, 07:25 PM

Ok so many of these apply to mulitple people some on ctf and some not on ctf.

1.) You need to stay away from me and give me my space. If you dont then I will force my way away and probably never come back.
2.) I regret it. Im sorry for all the pain I have put you through and if i could go back and change it i would.
3.) You smell like feet. hehehehe
4.) Why can't you look to God, or atleast let me help you find him.
5.) Your honestly one of the only insperations i have in my life.
6.) Thankyou for listening to me even when i didnt want to say anything... and thankyou for making me say thus things i did not want to say.
7.) You are no longer a part of my life. Nor will you ever be again.
8.) I wish i looked like you.
9.) I wish you would be honest with me I dont kno why you wont trust me. Iv never gave you a reason to not trust me. Iv been truthful this whole time but u just fail to see that.
10.) Sometimes I wish you could just look at me and read my mind... that would make things easier.
11.) Stop being so dramatic all the time. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

This post has been edited by mya: Aug 16 2008, 05:17 PM

On CTF:

1.) I wish you could see it from my point of veiw.
2.) You increase the negative stereotype of us. It saddens me.
3.) You`re incredibly amazing...I can`t put it into words.
4.) But I am a good person.




In real life:

5.) I wish you`d realise what you`ve done. To everyone. Nothing will ever be the same.
6.) I CARE! I will take care of you forever, I care so much.
7.) I`m sorry I am angry towards you based on other`s actions. I rip up inside when I do it.
8.) Be strong. Be yourself. WARRIOR!
9.) I love you. You hold so much in my heart.
10.) THANK YOU! I love you and would be so much less without you.
11.) I am proud to be with you.

Mmm...could this be me?

Eh... I don't know if I want to.

CTFers;

1. Fine, so I will. It's because you posted on here, but aside from that, this may be a waste of time.

2. Yes, context is king.

3. Don't quote me out of context.

4. You're a chauvinist pig. Just had to put that out there.

5. I think you're cute.

Non-CTFers;

6. Your fascination with all things cynical doesn't make any sense to me.

7. You didn't even listen to me.

8. How didn't you get it?

9. I think I deserved a better grade than a C-, considering I wrote a seven page essay when it only needed to be two!

10. No, I didn't really read the Grapes of Wrath.

Heres mine. I think i must leave allot unsaid! 1-6 are CTF people.
1. your a "geek" and i don't understand you at all!, but your sweet and fun and i like talking to you i wish you where closer to god. i want to see more pictures of you. i can't tell what you look like from the one you have. I'm afraid that I'll make you think i like you.
2. i pray for you, allot! your trying so hard to be a good man, and I'm so proud of you! your so FUNNY!
man!, are you funny
3. you said that you think your ugly , but i don't believe you! your handsome, and i think you know it.
4. your so annoying! you think your pretty, and i really don't understand why.
5. i feel sorry for you. your so angry, and unhappy. i wish that you knew my Jesus! he wants to know you.
6. why did you say that? ether he's crazy or your crazy. but nether of you understand what I'm talking about.
7. i never want to see you again. And your hair looks really dumb that way.
8. i need you to listen to me. if you don't you'll never understand, and we'll fall apart.
9. don't you dare hurt her, or I'll hurt you. it's her choice not yours. and if you love her like you say you do, you'll leave her alone.
10. I'm gonna marry you! Plan your life accordingly
11. i want to just be friends. please think of me that way.
12. your the big brother i always wanted, but never had. I love you!
13. i trusted you. how could you do that?
14. i miss you so much! you were my best friend growing up. what happened? i need to know that you don't hate me.
15. you are NOT, and never will be, a part of my family. being blood doesn't make you family, Caring does. i don't want to get to know you.
16. i have LOTS of problems. stop saying I'm "perfect". it's not true. i wish you could get inside my head for a day. maybe then you'll figure out that my Jesus IS REAL! and that you need him too!
17. i hate that you drink. i thought you where better then that. I'm so disappointed in you.
18. why don't you think I'm good enough? you don't know me. you have no right to treat me that way!

This is one of the coolest threads I've ever seen. *huggles Hope* I shall post here sometime

It very much could be, but no ):

CTF-ers:

1. Sorry to say this, but you annoy me sometimes
2. I think about you soo much. You are so sweet.
3. Dude, you annoy me all the time
4. You are cute.
5. Dude, too bad we don't know each other IRL. We'd be like best friends.
9. You are my Sunshine
10. If we knew each other, we would probably hang out all the time
11. You are the person I've talked to the most on the phone that's from CTF

Off CTF:

6. Sis, you are doing wrong. You need to get married or get rid of this guy. I love you and I want you to serve Jesus with your life.

7. You know what? Bug off...

8. You are cute.

Can't think of any more at the moment...

This post has been edited by JesusRocks4Me: Aug 17 2008, 07:32 PM

JR4M - you think lots of people are cute lol.

All IRL:

1. I just wish you would have at least given me a chance
2. Youre crazy and awesome at the same time. Youre crawesome!
3. Hope youre doing okay still...
4. If youre happy, Im happy.
5. I love the way you smile.
6. Sing again! We all love it.
7. Have you found Mr. Right yet? Really? Lets see if you say the same thing in six months.
8. So who are you going to homecoming with? Nobody? Well, im available. Go just as friends? Sorry, but not again.
9. You act like you cant live without a boyfriend.
10. So whats your favorite kind of pie?

Oh really?