I have a headache and my back hurts. Tread carefully puny nothing.

ZOMG! Emails aren't that important! Though I can see why you wanted them answered. STILL! GIMME BACK MAH KEYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D:<

I'm not shaken. That's kind of neat. Praise Jesus. Haha.

I'm always going to be here you.

Thanks for taking the time to call me this morning. Aside from needing to for school, I've missed so much, and just being in contact makes me happy.

Schoolwork is making me crazy. Seriously.

I'm amazed that some people who call themselves Christians don't even know that the basis of our faith is the resurrection of Jesus Christ. Without Him and His amazing power, we are nothing...it's sad how many people don't realize this.

It seems impossible, for me to let this go . . . feel like an animal. I'm ready to lose control . . .

After that talk last night, I feel kinda bad for you. I had no idea...

Dude, I'm sorry, but you irritate me so much. You do. And I think you like it.

IRL:
You are so entertaining, you actually think I care? I honestly don't.

YAY!!! Are we friends again? You talk to me more. You seem to act like you did before... I want to be friends again!

CTF:
I love you! you are so awesome and I love talking to you, hon! (x4)

You get on my LAST nerve

I'm glad you are being sweeter more often, I'm really glad I met you.

I feel trapped in an unwinnable struggle, that I cannot get out of.

God is so faithful! I spent a part of my morning with Him, and it changed my whole day.

Sorry, I would have asked you what was wrong, and maybe offered some advice, but I don't really know you that well. Humph, I guess you brought it up so I should have asked. Oh, well, I'll see how you are doing later today.

You have no clue how much you all mean to me. I look forward to seeing you every week, I love you all so much! <3

Is it odd that you are the only one I feel like I can talk to about this? It is probably because you are like a brother to me, and I love you dearly. <3

Here I go again...

This post has been edited by wheggledd: Nov 4 2009, 06:22 PM

Come here soon. That is all.

^Heck. Yes.

This song makes me wish you were here. Then again, I always wish you were here.

I’ve done so much wrong; it outweighs the good.
I’ve found the hardest things to do are the ones I should.
But you gave me all the grace; I needed to get out.
And I will not forget it Lord, I will walk it out.
The Demon on my shoulder says; you will pay for this.
Did you think you could escape all the consequences?
But it is not in me; it’s in Your grace that I’m set free.
I feel sick; it’s something I can’t shake.
And night after night it’s keeping me awake.
Am I sorry that I hurt You, or that judgment finally came?
I will not pass it off on You, cause I’m the one to blame.
I know there’s someway you can turn this around.
Don’t give up on me yet; I’m not yet in the ground.
You've given me one more chance, a million times before.
But I still hear another one, knocking at my door.

I don't know what happened...
So many times, I'll wake up one day and be so sick of everything, so discouraged, so angry with God. And now this? What in the world?! I mean, it's not an "after-camp" experience, I didn't hear a particularly outstanding sermon or anything, but for crying out loud! I feel like I'm finally ready to be serious about this! Not to sound cliche but I feel more alive now than I have for a loooong time. And I like it! I just want to learn more, do more, love more and I guess make up for the past few wasted years. Thank you God!

Hehe, that wasn't exactly a confession XD Just a semi testimony, semi thanks-prayer...

AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! SHE SAID YES!! ZOMG! All that planning and praying and thinking paid off! *sigh* I'm trying to calm down, but I can't even type properly...I'm too excited. GAH! I cannot believe this is actually happening. If someone had told me a few months ago this was going to happen, I would have laughed in their face, and now it's happening! I'm so freaking excited that I'm not even sure how to express it!

There is none like You.

I wish to be healed. Going to bed at 1:30, waking up at 7, working at 7:30, working until 4, going to class until 8, working at 8, closing until 11, and all while I am sick.
I am burdened, tired, overwhelmed, and so weak.
And I have failed You so many times today.

My inadequacy is overwhelming, but Your sufficiency is overpowering.

I`m sorry.

This post has been edited by Rave87: Nov 5 2009, 04:30 PM

Your grace is sufficient. I trust You.

It's been awhile since I've done a musical confession:

Tell me everything turns out alright...I thought you said that you'd come find me.

Walking strongly, in these shadow-feet, to withhold a man I've never seen.

It was one hundred degrees as we sat beneath the willow tree.

Here, my dear. I dream to hold you in my arms.

I've been breaking my back, yeah, only to show you how very lost one can be...and bitterness fires through me.

I can`t do this. Oh, I can`t do this! It has been over 36 hours since I`ve slept. I cannot allow myself to do it. Not until its gone. WHY... on why do you keep responding? I have been trying to counter it. All in vain. You respond, again and again and again and again. Oh, help.
I am just so nervous about it. And... other sentiments.

I can barely keep my eyes open.


Its sad that I know I have to anticipate it. Its also, in a way, sad I am so attached to it. It provokes these reactions of sadness mixed with terror.

This post has been edited by Rave87: Nov 5 2009, 06:16 AM

My hands hold safely to my dreams
Clutching tightly not one has fallen
So many years I've shaped each one
Reflecting my heart showing who I am
Now you're asking me to show
What I'm holding oh so tightly
Can't open my hands can't let go
Does it matter?
Should I show you?
Can't you let me go?
Surrender, surrender you whisper gently
You say I will be free
I know but can't you see?
My dreams are me. My dreams are me
You say you have a plan for me
And that you want the best for my life
Told me the world had yet to see
What you can do with one
That's committed to Your calling
I know of course what I should do
That I can't hold these dreams forever
If I give them now to You
Will You take them away forever?
Or can I dream again?

Edited. Maybe I will sleep now.

This post has been edited by Rave87: Nov 5 2009, 04:30 PM

Teach me you're ways oh Lord. For you are pure. Oh you are holy Lord.

Thanks. Simple enough.

Jesus, Jesus, how I trust Him!
How I've proved Him o'er and o'er!
Jesus, Jesus, precious Jesus!
Oh, for grace to trust Him more!

Nevermind. -goes back to cleaning her room-

This post has been edited by Pielette: Nov 5 2009, 07:05 PM

You both need to get together some time soon. Its rather annoying. But only cause I love you guys <3

Think about who you were friends with a year ago, are they the same people? Probably not. And then you will see my problem with you.

I tried so hard to not walk away . . . and when things don't go my way, I still carry on and on just the same. I've always been strong but can't make this happen, 'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe You in.

Thank you for being my friend.

You didn't have to tell me that you know?