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You were all to me, love
For which I lived and died,
Now your death would all but heal, love
What’s defeating me inside.
You are death to me, love
And your death to me, divine.
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Decoy
Si vis pacem, para bellum.
18 years old
Male
Vinita
Born Feb-21-1991
Interests
I want to play a game. The rules are simple all you have to do is talk to me, listen to me.if you do that long enough you will find your son in a safe and secure state. We haven't properly introduced ourselves. My name is John.

What is the cure for Cancer, Eric? The cure for death itself. The answer is immortality. By creating a legacy, by living a life worth remembering, you become immortal. So now we find the tables are turned.

I'm sick of the disease eating away at the inside, I'm sick of those who don't appreciate their blessings.

*Those who don't appreciate life do not deserve life.*
--"My son appreciates his life."
*But do you appreciate yours? Do you appreciate your son's?*

*Can you imagine what it feels like to have someone sit you down and tell you that you're dying? The gravity of that, hmm? Then the clock's ticking for you. In a split second your world is cracked open. You look at things differently - smell things differently. You savor everything be it a glass of water or a walk in the park.*
--"The clock is ticking, John."
*Yes, but most people have the luxury of not knowing when that clock's going to go off. And the irony of it is that that keeps them from really living their life. It keeps them drinking that glass of water but never really tasting it.*

Most people are so ungrateful to be alive... but not you, not anymore........ game over!
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With aversion, this insertion
came so swiftly
Cut the cord, from this day forward
We'll be drifting

No direction, no affection
Watch the soul dive
You're dissected, resurrected
Still don't know why
This illness is like a monster that is
eating us alive

Hold on, be strong
So right, so wrong
With all of our senses
All of our defenses
Hold on, be strong

New arrival, our survival
still not certain
What's a virtue, where do you go to
when you're hurting?

It's a weakness, it's a sickness
in the gene pool
Show no mercy, people here say
"Kill the damned fool"
This illness is like a monster that is
eating us alive

Hold on, be strong
So right, so wrong
With all of our senses
All of our defenses
Hold on, be strong

My
Soul
Blood
Run

Don't ever let me go, no
Don't ever let me go, no
Never never let you go, no
I'll never let you go, no

Hold on, be strong
So right, so wrong
With all of our senses
All of our defenses
Hold on, be strong
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You're broken, so am I
I'm better off alone
Nothing to turn to
And no one to call my own

Outspoken, so am I
Explosive words that
Your world wouldn't understand
Turn away again

You're beaten, so am I
I've got a heart of stone
No medication
Can cure what has taken hold

You're hurting, so am I
When I awake and,
Remember why I've been
Running from your.......

World
Dishonored by your world
Your world
I'm haunted by your world

My blood is cold as ice
Or so I have been told
Show no emotion,
And it can destroy your soul

Another sacrifice,
To a tormentor
Your world wouldn't understand
Turn away again

You're angered, so am I
A thousand fires burn
A land of darkness
From which I cannot return

You're aching, so am I
When I awake and,
Discover that I have been
Damaged by your........

World
Dishonored by your world
Your world
I'm haunted by your world

Remember and you might be welcomed
Amongst the heartless monsters
You surround yourself with
Feeding off the pain
And misfortune of others
A maniacal unit of sub-human parasites
Warped into a feeding frenzy
At the smell of fresh blood
Open your eyes and see
The creatures for what they are
A swirling mess of hatred and envy
Don't be naive enough to think
You're unaffected
The conversion has already begun

You're frightened, so am I
A world of demons wait
Watching the movements
And filling my heart with hate

You're burning, so am I
When I awake to,
Discover how I have been
Ravaged by your.......

World
Dishonored by your world
Your world
I'm haunted by your world...
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Gender: Male
Age Range: 17-20
How did you find us?: A Topsites List
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First Name: Jigsaw
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alis volat propr...
Lol :) .. You have redeemed yourself from sleeping on the couch...for now, at least XD
Yesterday, 12:12 AM
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"Wat" what?
CAN EWE NAWT READ? lolololol. EYE LUFF EWE. baaa.
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JOSIAH. I love you. :) <3
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KherBear
Haha!! You're not weird! =) If u are, then we all msut be.
18 Nov 2009 - 20:26
KherBear
Oh...weird. Y would someone want more than one account?? Haha. Yes. I know you'er josiah. No need for an introduction! =) Or decoy it is. =D
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Blue Steel
HAHA. Look who visited your profile.
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Blue Steel
Blue Steel > ShamWow
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samantha_c
So, you seem entirely cool and worth befriending..
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Mordoth.
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KherBear
Sorry for shouting "JOSIAH" in chat!!!! I just got excited to see that name. I had not seen it in forever. I had a dog when I was younger that we named Josiah. But it "ran away"..or that's at least what I was told. lol. I'm kherington by the way.
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