I haven't been reading my bible, or even praying, I just need help. I have been saved but at times I feel like I was never saved. I just recently started to ware pants in a long time, and I don't know why but I have just been falling away from GOD. I just need help, I don't even pray for my food any more. I am falling away from GOD and I need your help. Anything you say will help. Also I am only 14, got saved December 9th 2007, and recently I haven't been praying at night, I havent been praying at all. I feel like if I die right now I wouldn't go to heaven, I am so scared, I need help right away. I would love to pray to him but I am not sure what to say. I feel like there is this path that leads to GOD and another that doesn't. I feel like I have chosen the path that doesn't go to GOD. I feel like wearing pants have changed me...Everyone in my house is wearing pants and I just feel like if I go back to wearing skirts I would look weird, and I would feel left out. Do I have to go back to wearing skirts in order to feel better about myself? I just need as much help as I can get. I feel like if I do one wrong thing anymore I am ganna leave the path from GOD. I just want to get back on the path to GOD. I just don't want to fall away from him anymore.

I would love to pray all the time, I have just been caught up with everything, I want to set time alone with GOD. I just don't care where it is, I am not even sure what to say to him. I just don't want to fall away from him anymore. I want to be with him when I die. Like I said before I feel like if I die right now I won't go to Heaven. Please help me to get right with GOD, help me to stay on the path to GOD. I just don't want to fall away from him anymore. Please help me, I am about to cry cuz I feel like I am not with him anymore. And I feel like wearing pants is a sin, I feel like everything I do is a sin. I don't want to feel like that anymore, I want to feel good about myself but not make myself look stupid. I feel like wearing pants I lool like I don't worship GOD anymore. I feel like I have changed. I haven't even gotten past the first book of the Bible, and I just feel like I8 need as much help as I can get. PLEASE HELP

I know what your saying, and I think we have all been there at one point in our lives especially around the age you are.

So, currently you believe in God but you feel distant from Him. Your faith is there and you have been saved, so your best bet right now is to read the Bible even if it's only just a couple pages a night. My best advice is start off on one of the gospels and just read, learn more about God's Word and how much He cares for you and your feelings.

Also, I want to just reassure you that God loves you, He loves you so much and I know you feel like if you were in some accident and died you would not go to Heaven, but remember God has a plan for you He wants you to be joyful and live for Him. It's tough at sometimes but God will pull through for you, He wants you on the right path dont forget that. And do you go to Church at all? I'm sure being with other Christians will not only help you with your faith, but may help your self esteem. Best of luck to ya.

the fact that youre worried about it says you still have a relationship with God. its just not that strong

Exactly. Maybe when you pray, you can ask for forgiveness for not praying often, ask for forgiveness for your sins, give thanks for everything you have received

Go to him and pray, repent your sins and let him know your still here and your here to stay, don't let anyone take away your glory from God, don't let anyone keep you from getting your joy. God loves you and he wont ever turn his head away, he is just waiting for you to come back. You are to be different. Most of us are different from people in this world, it does not matter what anyone in your house is doing, or what they aren't, God knows you and he knows you know what you should be doing, and he knows you see that you are being distracted, so go to him and prayyy and be joyful, listen to a lot of gospel, and don't let the devil send his insecurities to you, he is just trying to distract you further, praise god and thank him that you will be on your way back. Listen to Donnie Mcclurkin - so in love

and watch this video =) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rihVLNG4VSc - I'm sure mose of us could relate