I couldn't possibly describe what happened today; it's something you must experience to truly comprehend, but I'll just say that God couldn't have made my purpose any clearer than if He had shown up at my door step and told me, "Rayn, I'm sending you to college no matter what." I'm really stoked about this because I've been anxious about any further education for a while, debating whether or not God actually wanted me to go to college or to do something else because it hasn't seemed like the most likely thing to happen. But, now I know and it's quite a relief.

I'm not positive on what courses He wants me to take quite yet. I'm pretty sure I will major in either creative writing or in some field of psychology. Either way, I know I'll be writing some books on theology in the future, and I just can't say how excited I am. The greatest part of all this is knowing that God desires my service. I have no idea why, because I'm not at all worthy of his love, grace, and fellowship, but He is merciful to whom He will be merciful and I have been very blessed.

This post has been edited by Rayn: Oct 24 2009, 07:40 PM