Hey guys, i'm wondering if you could help me out here. Having been brought up in the same church my whole life, i am close to a number of friends in my youth group. Earlier this year I developed a crush on one of my friends, but didn't follow it up because i was skeptical as to whether she felt the same way. It's also mega awkward telling somebody you've known for your whole life (18yrs) that you have feelings for them. Unfortunately a few weeks back my best friend, a lifelong buddy who is one of the main guys heading up my youth, confided to me that they were both seeing each other. I didn't know what to say or do, i've prayed about it and even chatted to my best friend about how i feel. He wasn't freaked out and thanked me for my honesty, but i cannot shake off how i feel about her or the fact that i didn't take my chance to ask. It seems that they are serious about it as well, so it's not likely that this will be a short-term commitment. It gets me down and I regularly see them which makes it harder. She's amazing and I want to tell her how i feel but i'm fairly certain that now that they're together it would turn out to be a suicide mission. I've never had a girlfriend so this isn't something I have any life experience in. What can I do?