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chozen1116

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About chozen1116

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  • Birthday 05/02/1991

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  • Biography
    I'm just me. I live by Love God-Love People-Love Life. I wouldn't be anywhere without Jesus and He's my life, He's my everything and I can't imagine me without Him.

    In the middle of all the storms i'm in right now in my life, Jesus is still right there, holding my hand, and when I can't hold on anymore, He carries me. He's my all. I love Him- He's the only man I'll ever need <3.

    I'm also a college student, my major is Early Childhood Special Education, and I want to minor in American Sign Language. God's also been hinting at me going into Children's Ministry/Pastoring. but my life is fully in God's hands.

    Oh, and I'm from the city- but I hate the city, I <3 the country, and I plan on moving there someday. I also love southern accents :D I want one someday ha ha :)
  • Location
    Rhode Island
  • Interests
    God, working with special needs people, working with children, traveling, studying sign language, and singing randomly.... :)
  • Occupation
    student
  • Denomination
    I believe in the BODY OF CHRIST, therefore I'm nondenominational
  • Name
    Victoria
  1. Wow! I haven't been on here for a long time!! I'm sorry it took so long to get back on here. If you ever want to chat, let me know. :) I'm always up for a good chat with a fellow Christian gal!

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    hormone levels

    Okay so I'm a single 21 yr old female with an insane hormone level. The short of it is my body craves sex like nobodys business. I fully believe in abstinence and waiting for my husband but I've had my short falls over the last few months where I've had guys over to help me sexually but it doesn't last. I'm trying so hard to wait for my husband but my body craves it all so badly. I did have a fallopian tube removed several years ago due to an ovarian cyst but I don't know if that causes hormonal issues. I am on birth control to prevent cysts. Its just a constant struggle. Advice please?
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    Pray for Baby Delcardo

    Oh.... Amen!
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    family

    I really need a family. I don't have one. My parents are burdened by me to the point where they only talk to me when they want money, my sibling despises me. I don't have any close friends, I'm very alone in life. I'm currently struggling with depression really badly as well as an addiction to sexual sin. And yet I have no one to talk to that will talk with me about these things. I'm told I burden people with my life and I honestly just don't know what to do. I really, really need a family. I need a really close friend. I just don't know. I know not many of you will actually pray but the few of you that will, please pray for God to bring me a really close, loving and accepting friend that won't tell me how much of a burden I am to them. These walls I put up, I'm crumbling beneath them. I really need someone.
  5. Welcome back! If you're back... you're older than us all. :P

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    walking the path again

    My counselor has been in my life for almost 10 years now for a variety of issues. My struggle with depression and suicide right now is because I am so alone in life, I really am. I don't have family, I don't have friends, I'm alone. I'm really struggling. She's keeping close tabs on me because there's really no one else who will.
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    walking the path again

    My counselor has placed me back on suicide watch as of today. Worrying about me committing suicide, keeping extremely close tabs on me, making sure I communicate with her often and see her a lot. Unfortunately I have a history of this, but this time feels so overwhelming. Prayers would be appreciated.
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    Ask A Girl.

    When I see two guys hug I think "bromance" as well. As long as the hug doesn't last a really long time. If one guy starts crying I will begin praying for him silently, sometimes even walk over and put my hand on their shoulder and pray (pending how well I know them), I don't jump directly to thinking they're gay or weird... that's just not me.
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    Hair Removal (Pubic Region)

    I've got to say... I agree that having hair... there.. during my period makes me feel so gross and disgusting.... I do fully believe in staying maintained, I don't necessarily shave... there... everytime I shower, but when it starts becoming a little too much to me I do try and trim everything down.... I don't know, I know it's there for some reason but to me I just feel disgusting with hair there. The worst part is when I go for my gyn exams... I always feel like my Dr (even though it's a woman), is like critiquing how well I've shaved... there... in her mind during the exam :/
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    Talking about sex in church...

    I agree that maybe a normaly sunday sermon shouldn't be on this. However I think it's an excellent idea to provide classes for youth, young adults, and maybe even single adults, where they could openly ask questions and feel safe in doing so.
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    youth student

    the students aren't being told exactly what happened but leaders have been told that he did indeed commit suicide, he hung himself last saturday and after being held on life support for 24 hours, passed away in the hospital last sunday. It has been a severely emotional week for me, I'm trying to remain strong for my kids which isn't allowing me to cope and shed the tons of tears I'm holding back. Just please continue keeping us in prayer as we try and make sense of this tragedy, and try to move forward. ---------- Post added at 09:23 PM ---------- Previous post was at 09:23 PM ---------- I'm also really struggling with guilt because of this, so much. so prayer for that as well would be appreciated.
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    Talking about sex in church...

    My parents never talked to me about sex growing up, I learned everything that I know by google searching anything I heard at school, and by meeting wrong people online and getting in lots of trouble. I strongly agree that these topics should be spoken about in church because people need to understand God's view and why, and they need to feel safe talking about things like this. Thankfully, there is one woman at my church that has openly offered to talk about sex with me and she has answered every question that I've asked honestly and lovingly. I have lots of questions because I was sexually abused by an ex boyfriend and so I've never seen the truth of what God wanted sex to be. It sincerely helps when people will openly talk about it with you, especially when you don't have outlets to turn to.
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    youth student

    Im a youth leader at my church and I was just told that a 14 yr old male student of mine committed suicide today. Our students are a wreck and leaders are all in tears. Please pray for comfort for all of us and strength for us leaders to be able to be there for these kids.
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    Pray for Baby Delcardo

    That breaks my heart. God has got this, he will be alright and someday he can preach for Jesus on his healing. Praying <3
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    its hard to explain so watch the video :)

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