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    Getting The Hang Of Things
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    When i Look Back

    <div align="center">When I Look Back!</div> When I look back Life amazes me. I look at the scar on my leg The scars on my wrist And the scars on my heart I wonder what I was thinking. When I look back I feel hurt and pain The life I lead was far from right Then I start to think Maybe it was all supposed to happen Maybe I was supposed to hurt Maybe I was supposed to cry Maybe someday my testimony could help someone When I look back Life threw me curve balls Life also aloud me to U-turn Then I start to think Maybe i shouldn't be looking back at all My life hasn't been easy Neither has being a teenager But there was always somebody there Always there to watch over and protect me I know he was there when I thought he wasn't He comferted me when I was alone He watched as I hurt myself He watched as I cryed and wondered why He was there during it all He hurt when I hurt He cryed when i cryed He cared when i didn't He's here right now I thank him daily And hope that he can take away the thoughts of suicide The cravings for a new cut, while the old heal A hunger to cry for no reason The pain lasts But he lasts longer Thank you Lord For caring. So what do you think! I wrote that about a little less then a month ago, and i'm doing ggreat now. The Lord has really tought me some stuff!
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    please pray!

    Omg!!! That is SOOO sad. If you can, can you give us more info!! I will SOOOO be praying!!!!!!!
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    going to a youth conference, saved my life..

    Thats AWSOME!!! I'm happy for you and i'm sure your boyfriend is 2!!!
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    I shave my underarms and my legs! But i don't knw about you other girls but i don't shave that much in the winter( legs) i don't really see a point!!! LOL!!!
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    I listen to music, pray, read the Bible, tell others about God and his love, Try to show people that church is AWSOME, and i write!!!! I try to worship God in all i do, it is NOT easy but i love to show others that life is not just about them it is about the one who created them!!!!
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    What do you guys think

    LOL!! I don't blame you. And yes strong-east-wind the higher you get the scarier it gets. I encourage you guys to look them up on google, it's really wierd and freaky!!!!
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    What do you guys think

    Well 4 out of 5 Deacons at our church are Masons so our Preacher wanted me to do some research on them!! By what i've read so far they 1.) DO NOT pray to God they pray to G.A.O.T.U (Great Artitect of the Universe) 2.) They are almost like a cult 3.) They get baptized without water The more i read the more i get alittle scared!!! they Swear stuff and they aren't aloud to talk about what they do there ( like they are doing something wrong). And better yet they have thier own BIBLE!!!!!!!!!!! And our Presidents are swear in with it :VERYMAD:
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    What do you guys think

    About the Masons!!!! It is a group of people who are in like a group i guess you would say called the Masonic order! If you have heard of them, what do you think about them
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    Have you ever cried with joy?

    I have cryed with joy!!! MANY MANY times!!!!!!! I cryed when i got the chance to bring my 3 friends to Christ at the same time i bawled like a baby!!!! Then i cryed when my youth leaders help me realize just how much i'm loved :cry: :cry: I almost cry whenever i sing Everyday, I LOVE that song
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    i have decided

    Stay strong!!!!! We are all thinkin about you!!!!!!!!!! Just remember that God is ALWAYS with you and he will be there for you tomarrow!!!
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    Please pray!

    Lord, We come to you thanking you and praising you because you are so awsome! Please watch over this girls mom, please help her to know that you are with her and that she is in your hands. Lord, please watch over this girl and help her to realize that you are with her and her mom! Thank Lord for being here for us when we feel like we are alone! Amen Tell her that i will pray!!!!
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    The Chronicles of Narnia

    IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO KOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cryed like a baby!!!!! Now i am reading the books!!!!
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    i have decided

    Jordyn that is AWSOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO YOU!!!!!!!!!
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    Urgent Prayer Request

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    ) Was 2005 a good year for you? Yes 2) What was your favorite moment of the year? spending time with friends and my bf and meeting my youth leaders 3) What was your least favorite moment of the year? my mom 4) Where were you when 2005 began? with my friend at her house and then talking to my bf on the phone 5) Who were you with? my friend and my brother 7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends? my bf my friend and hopefully my youth leaders 8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005? i don't even remeber if i had one 9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006? not that i know of 10) Did you fall in love in 2005? YES 11) If yes, with who? The greatest guy in the world 12) If yes, do they know? Yep 13) Are you still in love with them? YES 14) Do you regret it? NOPE!!!!! 15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005? Nope 16) Did you make any new friends in 2005? About a Billion 17) Who are your favorite new freinds? to many to name 18) What was your favorite month of 2005? August 19) Did you travel outside of your home country in 2005? No 20) How many different countries did you travel to in 2005? none 21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005? no 22) Did you miss anybody in the past year? Of course 23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005? Red Eye 24) What was your favorite song from 2005? To many to name 25) What was your favorite album from 2005? Thousand Foot Krutch The Art of Breaking 26) How many concerts did you see in 2005? 1 NEWSONG 27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005? NEW SONG 28) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005? i embarras myself everyday 29) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change it, what would it be? idk 30) What are your plans for 2006? To have fun and enjoy it :partyguy: