I'm having real trouble with my "sexual identity," if you will. I feel sexually attracted to women, but I'm having a hard time not feeling the same way about mean. I do not agree with homosexuality, so I feel lost and hypocritical. How do I get over this? I know God would love me anyway, but I wouldn't be able to carry the guilt of knowing that I'm sinning every day. Obviously, we all sin every day, but being homosexual in my opinion is a blatant disregard for God's word. I've never had a girlfriend, and I think that's part of it. I don't have a sister, either, so i have no clue how females tick. This is driving me insane. I feel so lost and I'm sick of going through life like this. I want answers. And not an answer like, "You're gay, deal with it." I AM NOT gay. I know that may sound strange, and I don't mean to offend anyone by saying that. I believe that being gay is a choice and not something you're born with. Help! Please privately message with a reply.