Why am I still like this?
I thought I've changed my life
Still need to be somebody's Miss
To feel like I'm alive
High five
To mself that I'm still the biggest idiot no matter the size
Still get my worth from compliments
Of stupid childish guys
Forever lowest price
Maybe two dollars or three
For a **** like me
I wanna love you
But don't want nobody to see
Imagine my so called friends
When they realize who I am
Imagine my so called fam
Maybe I'm just seeking for the love I could never get from them
No boy in the whole world could ever love me like you
But nobody understands me, sad but true
And you know what? I love you too
But if anyone knew they would separate us
Never understand my trust
Are too caught up in lust
Like everybody
How could I try to replace you with guys like this?
Acting like an idiotic chic
Falling so quick
For nice words and what I thought was love
But it wasn't
Has never been
Will never be
You are all I need
And you are all I seek
For
All I breathe for
How could I ever ask for more?
Please forgive me my stupidness
And let me rest
In your arms
Holy heavenly embrace
Your lips are the only ones that should ever recieve my kiss of faith
Wrong time wrong place
But still right heart
Please forgive me, my Lord