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Jenn_Meow posted a topic in Family, Friends and RelationshipsI've moved about 6 times so far to very different states. I made the large and very scary move from a small farm town in Connecticut to a pretty large city in California. It's been really hard for me to adjust because I feel like I don't fit in. I'm hispanic but I don't speak any spanish. Because of this, many of the hispanics in town think I look down on them because I'm not a traditional Mexican-American and many of the white people at my school think I only speak Spanish. You will see that many times these two groups don't ever mix unless they need to. Anyways, I tried two public schools and found them difficult. I now do homeschooling. I'm doing archery because i tore my ACL, which cancels out sports, my usual way of finding friends. I've fallen into a dark time with depression, anger, and just loneliness. I'm not at all like the happy energetic girl I was. I've been having HORRIBLE self esteem issues and it's really affecting my relationship with my parents and I want it to stop. I was raised Christian and really want to start getting involved with a church and my parents are really pushing me to go to the teen youth group but I'm terrified they will judge me for being a bad Christian or maybe on the way I look. I'm really anxious over whether they will be nice or just ignore me. I need some advice or encouragement? thank you!