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JesusIsLife1993

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So, I know that there are many other threads out there that are saying that someone wants an Accountability Partner: I've posted to a couple of them, but haven't gotten any response back yet. So I figured I need to make my own post.

After I found CTF, I found one of the Accountability Partner threads, posted and someone (not going to name his name) responded and said he could help me. I was soooooo set on starting a purity quest thing because I don't want to masturbate anymore. Anyways: that "Accountability Partner" lasted for maybe 4 days.... He totally got me confused on what I was thinking and I feel in a way that he manipulated my thinking into what he believes. That is a whole other story that I don't feel like getting in to now.... But Since then I haven't been able to get the "self-control" or help that I need to stop this thing that is pretty soon going to turn into an addiction (if it hasn't already).

The part that bugs me the most is that: I CHOOSE to do this thing instead of talking with God (or you could call it praying, but I more so like to talk with my Father in Heaven) and then I just "skip" the talk. I want to be someone who is WHOLE HEARTEDLY "A Man after God's Own Heart" and not have to have this sin in between my relationship with Him. And I don't want to hear that I don't have to pray 24/7 and that "no one does that".... WELL I WANT to be someone who is praying for every person I meet or come across with.

I really need help and if someone on here is willing to help me that'd be greatly appreciated. -Oh by the way I'm 17.

God's Blessings and Thanks,

JesusIsLife1993

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Guest searching4truth

PM me if you'd like to talk. I'd suggest seeting things around the house, verses on pieces of paper where you seem to do it most?

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Two books that have helped me tramendously:

Sex is not the problem, Lust is - Joshua Harris

The Mortification of Sin - John Owen

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I second that book, sex is not the problem lust is. GREAT BOOK, problem is I read it in a week, forgot everything in it in 2. I'm actually about to go back and read it again.

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