Confessions

[HopeCline]

1.) List 10ish things you want to say to people, but never will.
2.) Don't say who they are.
3.) Never discuss it again.

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Here it goes...

1. The entire time I wished it was me, I wanted it to be me. I thought about you, blogged about you, and even wrote in my journal about you. Sometimes wishes come true, but sometimes I'm afraid we're wrong because it isn't the right time, but I know it will be. And sometimes I'm afraid you wont like me anymore and it makes me scared to say things. I feel wrong asking for a say in your life, i don't want to be the girl that runs your life or takes you away from your own life. I'm very background, but I'd like to be someone in your life that you spend time with, real time with. Quality time is my love language and I miss you desperately.

2. Sometimes you make me laugh, sometimes I can't decide if I like you or not... mostly you make me laugh, mostly because if I don't like you, I should laugh it off. You're enjoyable to say the least and I do have fun talking to you, except I'm not sure if we'd get along. I'd like to be friends Relationally, you're interesting. I'm intrigued by you and I truly don't get you - but I'd like to. You're fun to talk to

3. I have fun talking to you in the CTF chat and telling secrets that people do read, even if you tell them not to!! GOSH! You're really fun to be around

4. You're so cute, sometimes I wish I were as cute as you AND FUNNY! oh goodness, I love you!!

5. I called it.

6. Double time.

7. I'm sorry for being a jerk to you, I didn't know how to handle it and I'm sorry.

8. AHHHHHHH!!!!! I Miss talking to you! you're so much fun! you're my internet best friend

9. I wish you didn't choose homosexuality. You're an example.

10. Why? Jesus loves you. Realize it.

11. I'm so glad we're friends, thanks for liking me even though I'm on staff. Your voice. haha

12. You remind me of someone scary. an internet stalker. *fear*


so guess who you are - every single one of you are CTF people lol. Then do it yourself


Staff Note:

As of the 4th of June 2009, only positive confessions are to be allowed here. This is due to certain members using this thread to flame each other.

See:

Originally posted by Rule1
1. All members are expected to “treat others as you want to be treated”. Name-calling, slander or gossip is not allowed in any way, form or language, to any members or other persons off-site. Similarly, posts bashing God, Christians, fellow members and/or other persons will be deleted, and a warning issued.

Thanks!

[Skywatcher]

...On A Dance Floor.

Haha, sorry. :P

Oh gosh, I will do this. But not yet. I shall think and return. Someone remind me please!

5. I called it.

6. Double time.[/b]

Eeeeeeeeeee! I get it! Haha!

[Jennifer Dodson is Thunder]

Okay the first Fve are about people on here
1) I miss talking to you and wish you lived closer but God may have put us at a distance on purpose but I do hope that we are able to keep a friendship over the internet that never goes away.
2) I wish that I never told you all those things I have been through because now I think you judged me a bit and that is way we don't talk hardly at all now.
3) I like you but I don't know what else to say.
4) I love helping everyone and sometimes though when you message me things I don't feel like replying because I feel that you are not telling me everything so I can never be sure if things are okay with you or not.
5) Okay I wonder just why I can't just tell you how I feel with no holding back. Even if its good or bad.
The last things are about people here where I live.
6) I love you both but I never understand why you keep hurting me so much especially when you see and know how it effects me.
7) I love you too but why do you have to keep doing that.
8) I like doing this but I just wat to quit because I feel like I am doing way too much and I am getting stressed out.
9) I hate how things are right now and really wish you would accept me as I am.
10) To all former friends and present friends do you really accept me or do you keep me around to use me when its convenient or do you genuinely mane everything if so please show me it's real.

[HlMelody]

Most of the things I would have to say are just my bluntness showing :

On CTF:

1. Stop being so silly.
2. Are you just saying that to be nice?
3. You act weird sometimes.
4. I don't believe you.
5. Why'd you trick me like that? :P

Elsewhere:

6. Grow some maturity.
7. Stop whining so much.
8. You're a clown.
9. Get over it.
10. You're acting stupid again.

[Steph.]

Are these all supposed to be CTF people?

1. *Sigh.* Where to start? It's been a crazy time. You've annoyed me to no end, you loved me when I was unlovable, and you always made time for me. I've left because of you, and I came back because of you. Looking back, I appreciate all the times you called me out, and I miss our old conversations. I love you and your sister so much. Someday we'll have tea together in your living room, and discuss matters of eternity. I look forward to it.

2. I heart you. x23409284. You're my porcupine. ^_^ Someday I'm going to mail you a package. Or something. And you don't need a long "confession" cause you've heard it all before. I've enjoyed our adventures, if ya know what I mean.

3. You're ridiculous. I don't know where you'd be if you didn't know me. :P Our MSN conversations make me laugh so hard. Especially the ones that start out with "You know what I put up with because of you?!" and I honestly don't know. Oh, and if you still don't know who you are...you own a pink sticky note that says "greetings from Washington!" on it.

4. You sir, are a nutter. Enough said? ...like a minx... ^_^

5. I love you! We're so alike! Someday me and you will visit number two. Oh what a day it'll be. Hope your puppy is well.

6. Princessthings. Understand?

7. I've always wanted to sing the Harry Potter song with you. Just saying.

8. I miss you. I still leave you notes. You'll never read them, nor this, but you know.

9. You once tried to sell me for less than a buck, and yet I still love ya.

10. And you, ma'am, are a bit of a sassy pants. I enjoy talking to you in Bored.

[Pointer]

11. I'm so glad we're friends, thanks for liking me even though I'm on staff. Your voice. smile.gif haha[/b]

pretty sure that's me.

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[HopeCline]

youre wrong Chad lol.

[Skywatcher]

4. You sir, are a nutter. Enough said? ...like a minx... ^_^[/b]

<3 Steph.

[Jebbrook.]

The first 5 are people on CTF. The last 5 are people off of CTF.

1. You're very strange, and I think you've rubbed off on me. You're a great person, and an epically amazing friend.

2. You helped me through a very hard time. You prayed for me in PM, and I'm thankful for that. I wish we still talked.

3. We used to have fun together. If only you could mail yourself here...Like the person above, I wish we still talked.

4. If you cut off your finger in the big silver slicer at work, I'd be devastated.

5. Wacky judges at horse competitions are amazing.

6. We get into fights, but you're still an amazing friend. I just wish you wouldn't freak out when somebody says 'calm down'

7. You act like you're so much better than everyone else. If you didn't, I bet you'd have such better friends.

8. You moved so far away, I wish you were still here.

9. Why do you have to be that way? I wish you could just let go of all the false pretences and just be yourself.

10. You don't have to change for other people. Why do you do it?

[Celeste]

Ooh, I like this. I don't have all ten at the top of my head so I'll post more later ^_^

Note*: These are both to people from CTF and elsewhere. I could also be referring to the same person/people twice.

1. I can't believe how lucky I am to know you. I pray for you, I talk about you. You put a smile on my face and I wish so desperately for you always. I truly think you are a really special person, and I want it to be you. I wish I could be with you but I don't know God's plans for us at all. You are on my mind always and I hope God has plans for our futures together.

2. You are a great role model and person in my life! I only wish you will receive Christ into your life.

3. I admire you and hope that one day I can be as Christ-like and full of love like you.

4. We've been through so much, but now it's like we're drifting apart. I want us to become close friends again, but it's hard. I don't know what to do now, but I'm trusting God to make us both friends again.

5. Buddy!