The title says it all. What makes you smile? I love to hear it. Me, I smile a lot. sunsets, sunrises, clouds, the ocean, worshipping, thinking about how awesome God is and seeing him direct this movie called life, getting hugs, getting real emails and even real mail, smelling candles burn, even writing this list, listing to/watching children play, so much!
so what about you?
Its not supposed to be like this. My faith exists but lifes a miss to me. I know youre here I know somehow oh Lord. But why can I not feel you now. This painful faith I choose to keep. I cant escape and I cant sleep now. So writing and saying and desprate praying gets me nowhere beyond the feeling of faith so deep. Now Im on my knees. At my ropes end without an answer, nothing but this simple prayer. Im humble broken. Please forgive me. Please be with me. Please be near.
well, a braves or packer win makes me smile. knowing i made the right choices makes me smile. lots of things make me smile....however...i need to smile right now, and nothing can make me.....unless jessica signs on.
Killer clowns live in my back yard and wait for me to step outside unattended so they can torture me in unforseen ways.
anything that isn't gross,evil,or gloomy
--Charisse
certain parts on potc, certain parts in all johnny depp movies, when my new fish actually moves ( she stays still and i think he is dead but then all of a sudden he moves, i kinda dont have a name for him yet... i am thinking of depp lol), listening to good music, when my mom says she is gonna cook a spaghetti or homemade chicken noodle soup, when i see chloe, when i think of all the dogs we had ( actually that makes me smile and cry)
thats so diculous its ridiculous
i pretty much try to stay in a constant state of confusion just because of the expression it leaves on my face
heres a list i made for my xanga
100. Jesus (starting with the obvious)...99. my daddy...98. www.christianteenforums.com ...97. Being able to make shameless plugs, like #98...96. Tolkien...95. Pastor...94. PlusONE...93. Whitney...92. Christy...91. Rachel...90.Tuesday and Thursday lunches with Rachel, Christy, and Bethany...89. Soy and Isaac (my kitty and my roomates kitty)...88. Hayley...87. Zac's sweet spirit (when he loses his attitude)...86. My older brother...85. My relationship with Tasha...84. Jana and Julie...83.Lindz and La...82. Promise...81.Kelsey...80. British accents...79.Orlando Bloom...78."Mordant's Need" by Stephen R Donaldson...77.Ben Chaplin...76.Michelle...75. Brandy...74.The Bealtes...73. Six Days from Sunday...72.Keri...71.getting an A- in Sociology...70. My NKOTB bed sheets...69.peasent tops...68. LOTR...67.Brendan Leonard and his "posse"...66.Abi...65.Lotus...64.All my other CTF and P1MB people i missed...63.HoneyBunny's (Bornagain's) recent salvation-YAY!!!...62.MY salvation...61.Revelation Class...60. Revelation 22.20...59.2 Timothy 2:22...58.James...57.Christine...56.My Legolas Standee...55.Great thinkers...54.the color pink...53.the internet...52.Christian artists who are actually talented (they are hard to come buy)...51.Great musicians who dont ruin there music with inappropriate words or themes...50.Hawiian Ginger body spray.
49.clear nailpolish...48.teddy grahams...47. Mary Kay...46.living in a country where the girls shave...45.deodorant...44.blow dryers...43.Kazaa...42.Remenicing (sp) on my hanson days...41.my blue fuzzy AE shorts...40.the cut versions of 80's teen films...39.The truth about Cats and Dogs (cut version)...38.Pirates of the Carribean...37.long hair on guys...36.Curly/wavy hair on guys...35.long curly/wavy hair on guys (cept when its all Jack Osbourne like)...34."Flavor of the Weak"...33.John Rzeznik's voice...32.Full House on Nick @ Nite...31.White rappers who dont take themselves seriously (KJ and John Reuben)...30.Rob Thomas's voice...
29.being able to keep my room messy for more than 5 minutes...28.my american eagle beanie that i wear like once a year...27.my new blue shirt with the slit near the shoulder...26.black church sandals...25.red runts...24.Christmas break...23.covergirl powder...22.my build-a-bear...21.cd burners...20.pinstripe pants...19.being able to choose when im an adult and when im still a kid...18.getting roses (even if it is only from my daddy)...17.Billy Boyd's voice (singing and talking)...16.Knowing God has someone out there for me (btw God..im ready when You are!)...15.my big white jacket, even though it looks bad on me...14.Encino Man (i havent seen it in forever)...13.Sean Astin...12.really clear bright eyes on guys..11.Eyes that show a lot of emotion
10. Orlando Bloom (i know ive said him before, but he deserves to be said twice...mainly cuz theres so much to love about him)..Course going by that logic i could write "Jesus" about a million times, BUT i think ill save my fingers from serious pain...9.saving money...8.my kick butt nails
yet...right now..nothing
~Jessica
<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE </div><div class='quotetop'>QUOTE </div>Josiah: Silence Baptist!"Power wants to be used. It must be kept under constant vigil, else it will seduce and corrupt you...You do it because you can. It becomes an end in itself."Josiah: Just imagine, hordes of angry bovine bombers being instantly transformed into clouds of shrapnel and succulant beef!
hahaha! geek, you fins any way to bring up Depp! Anyway, i don't know...next time i smile i'll post what happened on here.
Killer clowns live in my back yard and wait for me to step outside unattended so they can torture me in unforseen ways.
seeing me as half of 84 made me smile and say "awww"
half of 84? I'm afraid I am lost once again! Well, I was looking through a magizine type book and found some really cool jeans and groovy hippie shirts! That made me smile! If I only had money to buy them all!
Killer clowns live in my back yard and wait for me to step outside unattended so they can torture me in unforseen ways.
on jessica's list...number 84...i'm half of her number 84...that made me smile
OoOoO i c, aww! that was sweet!
Killer clowns live in my back yard and wait for me to step outside unattended so they can torture me in unforseen ways.
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