I don't know why I'm feeling this way...

[shablama]

I have been struggling with my faith in God. Whether he truly exists. This has been happening recently after i got in a wreck about two days ago. no one was hurt but i just feel differently like i lost something in that crash. I've also been struggling with the trinity. I have always prayed to God and I can worship Him but for some reason when it comes to Jesus, its different. Its harder to worship him than God even though i know they are the same being. I don't know why. I accepted that he died for my sins on the cross and that he is my lord but for some reason it is harder to worship Jesus. I don't know what this means... and it really scares me that Im not able to do this. It feels like there is a hole in my heart because it feels like He (Jesus) is not there. I need help. Thats all i know.

[Christian Teen Forums]

[Mark]

Perhaps you should spend some time reading the gospel of John for a while. I think it would help you to better understand what Jesus did and who he really is. This will hopefully put things in a better perspective for you .

[Jonathan Williams]

I will be praying for you. You should pray often, and read the Bible often. These are the best things to do when you have doubts.

//I accepted that he died for my sins on the cross and that he is my Lord//

Then you are a Christian.

Also, you have admitted you are a sinner, but how could there by 'good' and 'bad' if God did not exist? There could not be.

[andrew.]

I'm a Christian, and I too have had similar instances. Ultimately I knew God existed, but at times my mind just wandered at the thought.

The way I dealt with it was mainly through prayer. I've had so many instances in my life since that just proved to me that God is real.

To sum it up, a lot of Christians go through times where they feel God is distant, but in the long run, its not the case.

[maliboo]

Yes this is best advice i think.

Perhaps you should spend some time reading the gospel of John for a while. I think it would help you to better understand what Jesus did and who he really is. This will hopefully put things in a better perspective for you .