I have been struggling with my faith in God. Whether he truly exists. This has been happening recently after i got in a wreck about two days ago. no one was hurt but i just feel differently like i lost something in that crash. I've also been struggling with the trinity. I have always prayed to God and I can worship Him but for some reason when it comes to Jesus, its different. Its harder to worship him than God even though i know they are the same being. I don't know why. I accepted that he died for my sins on the cross and that he is my lord but for some reason it is harder to worship Jesus. I don't know what this means... and it really scares me that Im not able to do this. It feels like there is a hole in my heart because it feels like He (Jesus) is not there. I need help. Thats all i know.