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  1. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so lonely I've been messaging random boys on snapchat and sending pictures and recieving them and then feeling horrible after it. I'm scared to say sorry to God because I know it's my fault and I knew what I was doing, I also know I'll probably do it again. I just feel very distant from God and I know he's testing me but I'm finding it so hard. I'm just so alone and am trying to fill the gap with boys, I know it won't work but it's all I can do, as I'm talking to them I know it's not what I want but I can't stop. Please can someone help and pray for me and give advice. I feel like I've ruined everything and that I've taken away my purity and I won't be the same again. I know God doesn't hate me but I can't help feeling I've disappointed him. Anonymous poster hash: 34fd6...7b6
  2. so when i was 14 i was molested by an older boy at school. my aunt said it's my fault because i let him touch me and didn't fight back. i was scared, because he had a gun at home and i didn't know what to do. Anonymous poster hash: c35cc...220
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    I have been drawn in the direction of self-injury for a long time, probably years. A couple of days ago, I'm afraid that I indulged myself for the first time. (The injury was very slight and won't leave a scar, for which I'm grateful. ) My concern now is that, while I know that this was a poor choice, I find myself justifying it. It did lessen the emotional distress that I was feeling, and I find myself wondering, against all rational thought, whether I could make this part of my life and not have it turn into a really bad thing. I know that that's highly unlikely and a fool's gamble, but I'm afraid that I might not act purely rationally the next time that I'm tired/discouraged/upset/what have you. What might help me to forestall a self-injury addiction? Anonymous poster hash: a6575...f82 Anonymous poster hash: a6575...f82
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    Which church

    Hey, I really wanna go to meetings at a Hillsong church that's like an hour away from where I live but there's also a local pentecostal church nearby. Is it ok for me to go to the Hillsong church? I follow their pastors on instagram and so and I really like them as people. Should I go to the local church instead? Would it be wrong to go to both? Anonymous poster hash: 7a5f7...f27
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    Porn Addict

    Hello, I am a failed man. I can't break my porn addiction. I've tried everything... I downloaded apps, read my Bible, prayed, policed myself, asked my parents, and asked my pastor. It's all failed. I can't do it anymore... Is their any last desperate attempts that I can take or am I destined to be addicted to Porn all my life? Anonymous poster hash: cf3dc...eb7
  6. Hello, In a few days time I'll be going to a party thrown by some friends I haven't known for that long. The only thing I know about them is that they're party people, and there's going to be a lot of alcohol there. In my country it isn't against the law for teenagers (I'm 17) to drink alcohol on private premises, so it's not a legal issue I'm facing, more a moral issue. My father has agreed to let me go on the condition that I stay away from vodka and any other spirits, but I'm concerned about peer pressure and breaking my promise. Should I refuse to go to the party? It's probably the biggest social event of the year, and I might regret it if I don't go, but I'm worrying about it a lot. Thanks in advance Anonymous poster hash: 10f15...670
  7. For a year my husband has been addicted to pills. He was taking 2 10MG vicoden or percocet daily.I had no clue until he told me. The only thing I noticed is he was more tired which made him not want to do much and at times he would be sick and couldn't sleep, (those were the times he was trying to quit ).I thought he was just tired from work. Anyways, he finally told me 2 weeks ago and he said he felt like he needed to tell me so he could finally quit for good. I suggested rehab and counseling but he said he could do it and that he just needed to tell me so he could finally be accountable to someone. So he quit cold turkey he went from two a day to 0 a day and he went through all the detox and withdrawals for 4 days and did great! Well yesterday he was tired again and his stomach was hurting so I asked him had he taken anything and, after a little resistance, he finally said he had taken half of one. Again, I suggested rehab or counseling or both and he said "no, I can get through this it was just a setback and I flushed the other half of the pill because I felt so bad for taking the first half". So, my question is; do I give him the benefit of the doubt and let him keep trying or should I make him go to rehab or counseling. I really think he wants to quit but I've just read so many horror stories idk if I should trust him to do it without rehab and counseling. I told him to call or text me if he feels like he's going to take one but I also said I can't watch him 24/7 so he's got to will to do right and he said he would. Will this be enough though? Anonymous poster hash: 8a3b9...ac1
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    Help...I'm lost

    Hi CTF, I know I don't post alot because I'm not a fan of public forums, but I need help. I have grown up in an ARP conservative house hold. I am a baptized member of my congregation and attend church sunday mornings and evenings. Suddenly it seems, I have lost my faith in Jesus and the Lord. Its like I believe in him, but I can't make myself trust in him. I know he's there but I have huge doubts. One day, I'll be praying and praising the Lord and the next I'll be surfing porn websites. I have a huge desire to come to the Lord but I'm worried it's mostly out of fear that I'll go to Hell. I don't want it to be like that. I want to go to heaven, but I don't know how I can. The Bible says to trust in Christ, but then I read JC Ryle's Holiness part one and it says you have to be holy and do good works. I'm horribly confused and I think this is what makes me draw away from God. I pray every night because I do believe in him and find myself trying to live like that but it never works. I'll think I'm a Christian one day but then a week later I have this huge doubt about something and then I'm back to square one... Please help, because I'm scared to death of Hell and I do want to be with the Lord. Anonymous poster hash: 0e5af...fee
  9. As for this question, the Bible prophesied long ago that God would be called “Almighty God” in the last days. We can find it with some careful reading. Revelation 1:8. “I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, said the Lord, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty.” 11:16-17, “And the four and twenty elders, which sat before God on their seats, fell on their faces, and worshipped God, Saying, We give you thanks, O LORD God Almighty, which are, and were, and are to come; because you have taken to you your great power, and have reigned.” Revelation 4:8, 16:7, 19:6, and many other verses have all prophesied that God’s new name in the end time is “the Almighty,” that is, “Almighty God.” God is a wise God, and everything God does has great significance. The name “Almighty God” represents exactly God’s work and disposition in the last days. If God didn’t come Himself to reveal these mysteries, mankind could never know them, however long they spent reading the Bible. Almighty God says, “The work of God throughout all of His management is perfectly clear: the Age of Grace is the Age of Grace, and the last days are the last days. There are distinct differences between each age, for in each age God does work which represents that age. For the work of the last days to be done, there must be burning, judgment, chastisement, wrath, and destruction to bring the age to an end. The last days refer to the final age. During the final age, will God not bring the age to an end? And only through chastisement and judgment can the age be brought to an end.” “Therefore, during the Age of Law Jehovah was the name of God, and in the Age of Grace the name of Jesus represented God. During the last days, His name is Almighty God—the Almighty, and He uses His power to guide man, conquer man, and gain man, and in the end, conclude the age.” “I was once known as Jehovah. I was also called the Messiah, and people once called Me Jesus the Savior because they loved and respected Me. Today I am no longer the Jehovah or Jesus that people knew in times past. I am the God who has returned in the last days, and who shall bring the age to an end. I am the God Himself that rises up at the ends of the earth, replete with My entire disposition, and full of authority, honor and glory. People have never engaged with Me, have never known Me, and have always been ignorant of My disposition. From the creation of the world until today, not one person has seen Me. This is the God who appears to man during the last days but is hidden among man. He resides among man, true and real, like the burning sun and a flaming fire, filled with power and brimming with authority. There is not a single person or thing that shall not be judged by My words, and not a single person or thing that shall not be purified through the burning of fire. Eventually, all nations shall be blessed because of My words, and also smashed to pieces because of My words. In this way, all people during the last days shall see that I am the Savior returned, I am the Almighty God that conquers all of mankind, and I was once the sin offering for man, but in the last days I also become the flames of the sun that burn all things, as well as the sun of righteousness that reveals all things. Such is My work of the last days. I took this name and am possessed of this disposition so that all people may see that I am a righteous God, and am the burning sun, and the flaming fire. It is so that all may worship Me, the only true God, and so that they may see My true face: I am not only the God of the Israelites, and am not just the Redeemer; I am the God of all creatures throughout heavens and earth and seas.” (from The word Appears in the Flesh) With the name of “Almighty God,” God has begun the judgment of the Age of Kingdom in the last days. Through expressing words, He reveals men’s corrupt nature, and judges their unrighteousness. So, through reading His words, they come to know their nature and substance, see how deeply they have been corrupted by Satan, see the roots of their corruption, and know God’s righteous disposition tolerating no offense. His words also give them a direction, a way to transform their disposition. So they’ll renounce evil, pursue the truth, have their disposition transformed, and be saved by God. God has come to judge and purify men, divide them into their kinds, reward the good, and punish the evil. And His will is to completely save corrupt mankind from Satan’s domain, and conclude His six-thousand-year management plan for man’s salvation. So in the last days, God reveals Himself to men with a disposition of righteousness, majesty, wrath, and intolerance of offending, and shows them His original disposition, and all that He has and is. He judges and chastises the corruption and unrighteousness of all mankind with such disposition, saves them completely out of sin, and restores the holiness they once had. He’ll make them see God not only has the wisdom to create heaven and earth and all things, but also the wisdom to perform real work on man. He not only created everything, but also holds dominion over all things. He not only can be man’s sin offering, but also can perfect, change and purify man. He is the First, and the Last. None can fully fathom His wondrousness, or His deeds. So it is only fitting that we should call God by the name “Almighty God.” Now, the work of the Holy Spirit only supports the work of “Almighty God.” By praying this name, true worshippers of Almighty God can receive the Holy Spirit’s working, and enjoy the bountiful life provision and watering from God. Those who do not will fall into darkness, with no way out. Now an unprecedented desolation is settling on Believers are cold in faith. Preachers have no message to preach. People aren’t moved in praying. And more and more people are being tempted by worldly fashions... The cause is that they fail to accept the name of Almighty God and keep pace with God’s latest work. Anonymous poster hash: 3d483...e10 Anonymous poster hash: 3d483...e10
  10. I'm trying to seek God, but I feel like I'm fooling myself. I see all these super spiritual evangelists who were obviously changed by God, but I don't feel like I'm changed at all. I constantly end up sinning. I try apologizing to God for the sin, but I end up just doing the sin again the next day. I don't feel God in me. I think I'm even saved. Please tell me what to do. I really don't want to end up in Hell when I die. Anonymous poster hash: 396b2...7cb
  11. A couple years ago, I was insulted by one of my relatives, and told that I'm fat. I don't remember it now, and I do forgive the person. But whenever I'm out in public, I suck in my belly, I didn't know that I was doing it until two years ago. It takes conscious thought to stop it, and even then it's hard. I try to tell myself, "it's fine, you're fine!" But I really can't stop it. The only time I can actually feel comfortable is at home and in church, but even in there I try to look different. Even with my friends at church, I try to look different. I don't really know what to do. Anonymous poster hash: a4f90...025
  12. I am a fifteen-year-old female who used to be addicted to erotica. I got over that but today I was tempted and gave in to the urge of reading an erotica book. I have also recently been tempted to masturbate and I started to today but pulled away. And lately, I am very ashamed to say, I have been imagining myself having sex and doing things with certain Christian brothers. I know these things are wrong but I just can't seem to feel bad about it anymore. I mean, I tell God I'm sorry but when I'm feeling down and depressed I think of those things. (I accidentally stumbled across erotica when I was about twelve or thirteen and became addicted it caused me to become depressed and suicidal and it took me ages to get over it but now I'm wanting to read it again.) But more is that I want the physical side of the erotica. I want to touch, be touched and do it again and again. I know its wrong, but I WANT to do it so bad. Please help me. Anonymous poster hash: 21334...044
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    Did I Do God's Will?

    There is this guy I'm attracted to and we both are the same age (23) and worked in youth group together. I tell my best closest friends about him, and they are telling me that there is definitely something there and it's very possible he could have feelings for me too. He is leaving in a few weeks to start school 500 miles away. I know I wouldn't be able to see him before he leaves, so I sent him a long fb message telling him how grateful I am to be his friend and to keep in touch with me. I also told him that there are some feelings that developed more than friendship, but I didn't want them to damage our relationship. I'm so worried now that he might take it the wrong way and make our friendship awkward. I don't want to see his response, I don't like rejection. Am I doing God's will for me? I've asked Him several times but I still become uncertain. What if I was supposed to be embarrassed for expressing my feelings? Anonymous poster hash: 54f67...dab
  14. Feel free to message me about you liking another girl, if you need a sympathetic ear. Everybody in the counseling section is a particular kind of a Christian, so their advice is ideologically biased.

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    Is it sin

    So I'm a fifteen year old girl and I have a question. So about six months ago I was hanging out at my bff's house and it was around ten o clock and we started watching movies, we ended cuddled up on the couch and I noticed that I felt something toward her like I liked her and I thought maybe I was just tired or something but ever since then I have been physically attracted to her and I don't know if that's sin or not. Then a couple weeks ago she told me that she had done stuff with a girl this one time, that lead to us doing stuff and now I don't know what to do we have been messing around for the last few weeks and I don't know, is it sin to have a homosexual relationship Anonymous poster hash: 5f4f5...4e5